I feel completely useless. I walk around moaning and groaning all day long, waiting desperately for Justin to come home. I nap or lay around the WHOLE time Aubrey sleeps, so I basically get nothing productive done. These last 2 days have been the worst. I've been spoiled by summer school when Justin got home at 1:30ish. With his new job, he's basically gone from 7-5:30. I know that this is the reality for most working professionals, but it's KILLING ME!
I-- CAN'T---WAIT for the 1st trimester to be over!!!
I know that it's all worth it. I just feel so sick, and unmotivated, and tired, and BLAH!
Thanks for letting me vent.
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Well.. as of tomorrow I am done with summer school.. and I am quitting my job :) So if you need help or just someone to play with Aubrey while you do nothing.. you know who to call :) Because Kurt is gone all day too.. so I will be bored and in need of some entertainment. :)
and I will bring the Taco Bell.. :)
Sorry friend wish I were there to help you with Aubers so you can just sleep and rest...oxxo
Mish
OK, I'm bored and unmotivated and doing nothing. We should do nothing together some time. :)
I'm so sorry Barbie. I remember this feeling all to well. It does pass, and I guess that's some comfort, but when you're in the middle of it, it just feels like an eternity. Hugs, friend.
I feel like you have every right to feel blah right now...its not going to last forever, its just a season!
I know you feel blah right now, but don't feel guilty about not getting anything done. When Aubrey is resting, you should rest too. There is nothing wrong with that and you should enjoy it. You need the rest and not only does it help your body prepare for the months ahead, but it keeps you from being short or snappy with your daughter just because you are tired. So, all in all...it is a blessing, so enjoy the extra rest while you can.
Barbie! I am so glad I can finally be open about saying I get it. I am SO SORRY! There have been days I've actually had my head in my hands in tears going- I really CANNOT do this. Seriously, I even googled once, "depression during first trimester." It is so hard! SOOOO hard. And I'm so sorry you're having to suffer. = /
THank you for your comment and yes I do remember you! Oh the lifeguarding days : ) And congratulations on your pregnancy! Hope the rest of your first trimester goes by quickly! And Aubrey is adorable from the pictures! You are blessed. THank you for your encouraging words, much appreciated! The more I hear about other people's stories the more hope I have for Eric and I. Thank you!
I'm so sorry it's hard right now-- I hope this time flies by and you can just enjoy pregnancy and life again!
And yay for you on Megan's being pregnant! I'm so excited for both you girls! :)
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